Hell Holes

Thinking of you
With all the things that you do
You won't spend so much time
To look the memories behind
I'm still wasting my days
I start to feel the decay
The day is night, night and day
Since you crossed my way

For every star that shines
Another one dies
No one will ever see how bright
For every man that's flying
Another one falls
And everybody will watch him go

And all the time we spent together
Will slowly disappear
Do you remember we were here?

And all the things we made together
Will slowly crack my dark
No more love whispers in the park

So time marches on
And now I'm feeling alone
If only I could see
Someone able to free me

Sometimes I ask myself
"Are you enjoying yourself?"
With someone new, someone good
Somebody that looks like you

For every baby's crying
Another one smiles
Who'll be the first one that will die?
The only law I respect
Is eye for an eye
I hope someone will cure your mind

And all the time we spent together
Will drown in the dark
No more colors in the park
And all the worries that you carried
Have slowly cracked my heart
No one will ever make me laugh

And all the time we spent together
For so long it was my treasure
All the pearls I always keep
Won't never ever make me rich
And when I said "I'd die for You!"
Well, I was honest, I swear it's true
Nobody would deserve for free
What you have kindly done to me

I was the king of everything
Now I'm the king of nothing
I was the king of everything
Now I'm the king of nothing

It's not easy to be a fool
Where all the things you say to people are no good
When everything's run in a wrong direction, everything makes you cry
All the things run around you and you don't know what to do

All I want is a peaceful place to go
A place where all the words don't make war
where all the babies play with me without asking my name
A small deadly space where I can lay without pay

Where I lay without pay never never never
And I can always be the same
Where I lay without pay never never never
And I can always be the same

Excuse me sir would you mind if I fell this weight?
Would You mind if I feel my life like a fucking disgrace?
All these tears of sorrow are not cried from your eyes
One day I'll believe in god, but now I have no time

All I want is a peaceful place to go
A place where all the words don't make war
Where all the babies play with me without asking my name
A small deadly space where I can lay without pay

Where I lay without pay never never never
And I can always be the same
Where I lay without pay never never never
And I can always be the same
Where I lay without pay never never never
And I can always be the same

Sleeping pills just to live another wrong day
Different things bought to have just a reason to stay
Razor blades in the skin make me blind let me see
Hours spent in the bathroom to change what I'll be
An Idiot cannot feel the

Pain
Pain
Pain is like a cancer
Pain
Pain
Pain I'm goin' insane
Pain
Pain
Pain God is Laughing
Pain
Pain
Pain Please set me free

Feet that burn, the heart explode, but the tongue doesn't walk
The idiot speaks with big fear, everyone cannot hear
Feeling sad, feeling bored, for someone I adore
Only dark into me there's no light to believe
Trying to breathe with no air make the swan slowly die
Being a man without dare is the unforgivable crime

Pain
Pain
Pain is like a cancer
Pain
Pain
Pain I'm goin' insane
Pain
Pain
Pain God is Laughing
Pain
Pain
Pain Please set me free

The days are past
Time is fast
And I feel good without you

But all these memories
Are like melodies that make me feel blue

My brain still works
My heart is dead
But I'll live another day

Today I'm fine
But deep inside
I feel a lot of pain

I woke up today
From the wrong side of the bed
But the smile on my face
Helped me to find another way

I slept a lot today
But my headache did't stop
I don't believe anyone I know
I trust only rock & roll I've just got time for Rock & roll

I laughed a lot today
Without any reason why
What did you say yesterday?
I've forgot all the best lines

I'm feeling strong today
And my fears sunk below
Like Lou Reed says
I'll reap just what I sow I'm going to reap just what I sow

Down you're falling
You go down
Now it's time to raise my crown
Angels and devils are waiting for me
They're singing together for my victory

Now You're falling
Now I arise
From the ashes of your lies
I died for you now you live for me
That's what I called a victory

Each time I see your face
Your eyes from outer space
I wonder if I really knew you

You really hate the news
Your out of focus point of view
Never lets you feel good

You take it all
You take it all
From me

You fake it all
You fake it all
For me

Your smile now seems a grin
You fight and yes, you win
But now your life is out of time

But when you were a child
Everything was so bright
Who was the author of your crime?

You took it all
You took it all
From me

You took it all
You took it all
From me

You took my love
You took it all
From me

You took it all
You took it all
From me

Once I wanted to be a musician
I thought I would be able to
Explain the feelings of my life
All the strange things I saw

Then I wanted to be a movie maker
To show all the strange images
That live in my mind
To show that fear ain't worth a dime

I'm starving
Believe in me
For every chance that slips away
A brand new one is here to stay

Then I wanted to be a writer
To let the whole world knows
About the strange place where I live
Criticizing everything they do

Now I'm an office worker
Afraid of what shouldn't be
Afraid of love, afraid of live

I'm starving
Believe in me
For every chance that slips away
A brand new one is here to stay

My blood has a terrible scent
I live only to suffer
A dead cat is not the end
And a scream makes no sense

If You decide to
Look for something new
Speaking without dare
You despair

Oh Rain sweet Rain
Come to wash everything I felt

Oh Grave Sweet Grave
only there can I be myself?

Everybody wants something from me
Did they ever give me anything?
I'm the one that cannot sing
And you're just like me

If You have no time
To take a walk inside
The deepest hole
of your soul

Oh Rain sweet Rain
Come to wash everything I felt

Oh Grave Sweet Grave
Only there can I be my fuckin'self?

People thinks I'm a madman
but I'm just a sad man
Nothing more

"Here comes the rain!" they say
All day long
"Here comes the rain!" they say
I'm alone

I spit on every goddamn
Word they say
I shit on every goddamn
Thought they make

All by myself
They won’t let me grow
All alone

"You're a lucky man" they say
I don't think so
I need a mommy 'cause
Daddy comes and goes

"He died for you" they say
"But don't ask why,
All the words that he said
They were to save your life"

All by myself
They won’t let me grow
All by myself

I Killed God God
It was all that I wanted
I raped your lying God
And then they found a new one
They called me god You never told me that their hearts were so black
And now my innocence’s gone
Who cares about god You never show me how their lives were so sad
These noises make me laugh
They’ve never told me
That I was able to cross the rain To lose a battle is easier sometimes
You’ve gotta lose it now!

"Here comes the rain!" they say
I won't fall
“Here comes the rain!” they say
But now I crawl

I feel the rain right now
But no one knows
Who loves a god
That you’ve never known

All by myself All By myself
Every moment spent Every second chance
I’m still wondering if you know that
I want to see if you’re wrong
‘Cause
I’m never wrong

My body is slowing rotting but you can't see me
That ape is dirting your soul but you can't reject him
Maybe I'm crazy or just scarried but, I'm not a faggot
I thought it wasn't so hard understand you live I don't

Suicide
Someone says is the only way
I'm not fine
It's so hard to make my day

My soul is flying around you so can you feel me?
Maybe a squirt can delete all these tragic moments
And when you will sleep ask yourself if there's something wrong
I just want to remind you that you live I don't

Suicide
Someone says is the only way
I'm not fine
It's so hard to make my day

Are you the one who's gonna spit on my face
Everytime I talk
Everytime I smoke
Everytime I do anything
Why?

It's Just a brand new day
And my life is wrong again
And everything is dark
Everything is black
Like It's never been

The clouds are always there
But you say that It's impossible
You couldn't be the same if the clouds are always there

You're shooting on a dead man
But you're enjoyng yourself
I don't want to offend you, but
May I live too?

Every drop of rain
Hit me with big violence
But You say "It's unbelivable!"
Come one my friend repeat with me
"It's not a rainy day!"

Molly was afraid to love
She never ever tried to hide it
She always said "I Live to work"
It really made me sick & tired

Molly liked to play piano
She liked to smile in the sun
She never killed the creatures inside her
She was here but now she's gone

Molly was a bit depressed
She said "My life is a mess,
We can't carry on anymore"
She was the first one that I loved